Here's a story of a girl,
 Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I check you out,
 But you don't even know me well,
 You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
 If you lose your way,
 I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my style,
 Will you notice it?

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?




PROFILEY

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Jasmine
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Zhenghua Sec'08

DESIRESY

Lollipop phone
New clothes
A new crush
Chat with him :D
Alice and wonderland movie
A treat to lunch
More outings
Anti-dead friends
Active friends
No homework for weekends
Lighter schoolbags
A spec
New boots
A new haircut
Bangs
Slim 5kg
Someone who understands me

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February 2010 March 2010 April 2010

Saturday, March 27, 2010
8:51 AM

Dear Diary,
Hmmpp ... Went Jurong Point with Jierun yst,
Before we could meetup at segar Lrt,
It was raining like so heavily that the direction of the BIG wind was @ South-East!


@ Jurong Point


And this is our lunch ... (macdonalds ...=x)
Hahaha, we went window shopping, saw a lot of cute staff
For eg:


The BEARS there were really really cute! We went hugging em' for quite some time! (:
After all the huggings, we decided head to Causeway Point's Arcade for NeoPrint ;D



We were disappointed by the image taken by this NeoPrint machine ...
We tried the two NeoPrint machines there, the 1st machine's quality was fantastic,
The 2nd machine wasnt that idea cuz it has 2 repeated image due to the fact that the machine went BONKERS or smt, Wth cheat our money! =X
We were tired and reached home arnd 9+
(I fell asleep when i got home IMMEDIATELY ==!)
Pictures:







Tired,
Jasmine

Will you ever notice me...

Wednesday, March 24, 2010
5:39 PM

Dear Diary,
Its my friend's birthday today!
Huh? The appearance of the cake looks good, but we were fooled by the auntie!
The cake wasnt nice, so-so, acceptable, but for me, it wasnt good at all ! ):
How? Must give birthday boy face mah, tts why i ate it all (:!

Here's Some Picture Of The Cakee I Ate When I Got Home ~ (:

Cakes from cafe cartel

This cake was SUPER SUPER GOOD!

Due to our budget, we couldnt get a very good cake cuz it would be costly,
Sorry! birthday boy (: hope ya dont mind ;D
But the activities we had there was quite fun,
We planned a cream smash on the birthday boy,
Too bad he found out that we're gonna smash the cream right into his face before we could do so D;
And he ran away ... Wth? The cream is not cheap ok ?! It costs $5.25!
Idk what happened, we turn out to do homework there, Hahaha =x
Theres this weird uncle, mopping the floor ...
" later just lift ur legs up and sit on the chair with cross legs, dont touch the floor " ( translate from chinese )
And after he is done mopping, my leg got NUMB
And that Weiling, went to disturb my leg by using her leg and touch my poor numbing leg ... (DAMN FREAKING PAIN)
PLUSThe stupid Derek, still sprinkle salt on wound ...
He went to kick my leg (extremely hard)
ZzZ,I ate alota cakes recently, shit I guess I'll put on weight!
Platonic love is very much a part of any close friendship. But such a love doesn't always stay platonic. Sometimes it turns into passionate love. Crossing that line, between friendship and love, can be both beautiful and extremely difficult.
Anxious,
Jasmine

Will you ever notice me...

Sunday, March 21, 2010
4:40 PM

Dear Diary,
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ..........
Today's the last day of holiday! T.T
And I still haven done my hw! OMG.
Siann ... Needa Mug today (:
Mugging may be boring, but at least I have smt to do! hahaha
(I think i went mad while trying to complete my hw !)
Plus, ITS ALL THE TEACHERS' FAULT FOR MAKING MY DESK A MESS!

(Dont get freak-ed out, and yea... this is my neatness all th time (:)

( TONNS of un-completed hw ): )
Haihh, I just hate this part of th holiday ! :X
Help me god, Give me strength

I have never been this lost than today. It feels dark and painful, with lot of unsettled emotions. All is lost about me at this moment of time when I try hard to survive. I beg god to help me with my feelings so I could survive. Time is passing and I am trying hard to see the day ahead. Though the darkness is really bothering me with feelings of lost emotions. Such emotions I am trying to overcome with a constant effort as that’s all I can do.
Know very well I do I am just a creature of this world who strives to find his niche in the world of sorrow. This sorrow won’t vanish as world is a place which can really depress a person. So lonely a person becomes without anyone to turn to. I ask god for help which certainly doesn’t seem available. Still I am trying to move with flow constant in its beats. The beats I try to catch by following the rhythm of life as that’s all left. Help me god, give me strength to survive.

Will you ever notice me...

Thursday, March 18, 2010
3:48 PM

Dear Diary,
I went E.C.P with 7 other friends yst.
I was exhausted for riding a bike for almost 3 hours ... Plus i was too lazy to write any entries ( i slept immediately i got home after shower.) Hahaha ...
Anyway, yst trip was really exciting ...
People say I look so glittery! ( both my shirt and face)
Cuz I was wearing a " diamond " designed T-shirt and those peeps say my face is covered with glitterSsS! (wth?!)
" Isit when you come out, the whole glitter thing smacked your face? "
Lol , HAHAHA =P
Weiling still doesnt knw how to ride a bike !!
After getting bored with bikes, we went for a stroll in the beach !

Haha, P.S : Your first stroll with her will soon come ! xD


WeEee ...~~ I got myself wet !!


The breeze there was really REALLY strong!
Fly Fly!! Weeek!!

It feels so good to be in water ... Like MASSAGE!!!!!
Weeee ... Someone and Someone took double bike HOR !!
Wear Qing Nu Zhuang also , black black =x
Muwahahha .. Somore both zou guang at e same day ! so qiao :D!
Hehehe , I think i would be killed if that SOMEONE reads this !! D:
P.S : PLEASE DONTT KILL ME, NOT MANY PEOPLE KNOW MY BLOG DE ! =X
Scared,
Jasmine

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Friday, March 12, 2010
8:58 PM

Dear Diary,
Hwa Chong Institution, Day 2-4
The same old usual thing happens ...
Just Keep Debating ... Break ... And Go Home ^^-
My partner, zahra keeps putting my aeroplane ... !!
She likes to be MIA and leave me alone for the "war" with the other countries !
Muwahaha ...

Hwa Chong Institution, Day 5
Storm Hit Myanmar! OMG-
We were discussing the agenda to this issue ...
Break-
I ate ham and cheese sandwhich T.T
Walao, zahra and i went to the library to have the last look of it since we probably wont come to HCI again ...
Guess What? When leaving the library, I was trying to snap some pictures of a painting and there was a step in front of me,
I didnt notice it ... And ...

( The only thing I saw at that moment ... )
TADA!!!!!

Ouch! I Scrap My Kness )=!
I Actually Fell Down In HCI ! -.-"
Hushh ... ~~
We told the Chair(person-in-charge) that all zhenghua students have CCA and need to leave by 12 ^^ ( therefore, we got to get out of there early )
But, We really have CCA lar ... Just have extra time to prepare ...
They were planning to give all participants a SURPRISE( that is a buffet ...) and zhenghua students MISSED it cuz they lied !!OMG!=x
Haiya, It was like 1hr30mins more if we didnt lie, we can get to enjoy the buffet !!
HAHA! HECK LAR! I JUST WANNA GET TO SCHOOL EARLY ^^

I went to sch to find Jierun after that, went to BPP with Jierun nn Cheryl ...
Ate M.O.S Burger

And the freaking waiter gave me the wrong burger!(a cheaper burger)
Wow, They were trying to scam my money !
Well, I was too hungry that i didnt complain and ate everything up (:!
HeHeHeHeHe!!!!!
Went to the library to CAMWHORE with Jierun ...
Pictures: Private and Confidential ( see em on facebook ) =x
Haihh, let you guys peek at 1 (:

(P.S: I knw i look UNGLAM Don't COMMENT bout that ! xD
Excited^^,
Jasmine

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Monday, March 8, 2010
5:10 PM

Dear Diary,
ASEAN Summit Day 1,
This is a warning to the rest of the peeps.
DO NOT PARTICIPATE IN THIS ASEAN SUMMIT EVEN IF YOU ARE GIVEN A CHANCE TO.
O-M-G ... It TOTALLY SUCKS!!!
( hahaha jkjk ... )


....... We had our ass stuck to the chair for like 3-4 hours having lecture!

The fun part is that we get to debate =D ! Weeee , But I choose to keep quiet throughout the debate ... didnt have much things to say -.- hehehee ...



Facilitaators Having Secret Society Meeting ...

There were various schools taking part in this ASEAN Summit, and their English was like SO SLANK. WTH!
There was a debate session, but i couldnt catch anything ... cuz my teacher-in-charge did not give me any notes, tell me what to do, what should i be preparing for beforehand.
But sooner or later, I will catch up ! (:

Alright, lets mention bout the good things now !
Im in the country of Philippines and don't be shock,
Im the HEAD OF STATE!
O-M-G, (The leader was chosen randomly)
The highlighted name on a namelist flashed by those facilitators was supposed to be the leader.
And, I Suay Suay Kena Leader ... ._. Walao



My group and I went to the library during break(1hr)


The Library Is Around 3 Story Big ...

Lol, Something Funny ...
I was like taking pictures around the library,
I was at End A, walking ... and i saw Huiling!! I was planning to say " HI! "
Surprisingly, around the turn of End A, I bumped into Derek! He was holding a camera and turning towards End A ( a little confusing, we just bumped into each other while walking)
I was totally freaked out as he appeared so suddenly -.-
We just stared at each other for a couple of seconds and i went ... " Huh ? "
I just smiled at him and say " Hi (: " but i guess he ignored me( he did not respond)
Therefore, I continued touring around the library and soon, we went back to the multi-function hall for lecture xD


She can feel the pain
and also the sorrow.
She doesn't want to go on.
So she prays for a better tomorrow.

It's hard for her to cope.
She'd like to runaway.
In her heart she knows
that she can't stay.

You can see the sadness
deep within her eyes.
She would like to stop the madness,
but instead, she just cries.

She prays for strength to move ahead.
To survive another day.
She pleads for the courage to be brave
so she can simply walk away.

Always Praying,
Jasmine

Will you ever notice me...

Saturday, March 6, 2010
11:38 PM

Dear Diary,
Hohoho, FINALLY made it to Alice in Wonderland Movie ...

I went there with my cussies n sis @ 2pm,Bugis.

We went for lunch ...



My Lunch, Yoshinoya



Say AHH~~




While waiting for Chelle, Candice and Jo, We went sitting near a fountain, and someone gave us brochers promoting ~LOVE!!~



I Love You N You Love Me !



Me Being Camera SHY

Hohoho, after 1-2 hours of wait, they finally arrived!!!




Some Group Pictures There

P.S : Candice Is Camera SHY! therefore, she didnt appear in any pic(:







All right, Time for Ice Cream !!!

Uzumaki, Yummy♥

CHEERS







Hmm, Locating Movie Theatre ... OMG WE'RE L.O.S.T.

Hahaha ... Jkjk just took it for fun (:







Alice In Wonderland Movie : Funniest Part.






The Dark Lord: Whats her(Alice) name?

The Queen: UM.

The Dark Lord: My Queen Had Probably Forgotton Your Name !

The Queen: Her Name Is "Um"! You STUPID! ( Alice name is "Um" cause of some misunderstandings xD)




Omg, My Ass Hurts AFter The Movie ...



This Is How We Look Like AFTER The Movie!








Chelle's Dinner WOOHOO!







Time For D.I.N.N.E.R!!

My Dinner, Pepper Lunch Express






Im Such A Good Girl ... I Finished My Rice ! :D

After Dinner, We Went For A Walk For Digestion Haha ...

It Was A Really Fun Outing, I've Enjoyed It,

We've A Good Movie too! (Alice In Wonderland)

Its The Best Movie I've Seen Recently (:

And We Took Bus 960, Lrt Back Home ...

And Here I Am Posting ! xD

Home Sweet Home♥,
Jasmine

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Friday, March 5, 2010
3:25 PM

Dear Diary,
Im so watching Alice and Wonderland Tmr!
Wow, I totally miss those days when i keep replaying the old version of that movie ^^~
The trailer looks pretty good, and Im so looking forward to it (:

Actually, Im supposed to attend my cca meeting today at 2pm,
But SOMEONE(Weiling) tempt me not to go!
Hahaha, I just couldnt resist temptation and wanna go home early to shower :D!

Weiling and i sat in the school's cateen to chit chat while waiting for a friend. ♥♥ :D
We went to coop straws from the drinks stall and i taught Weiling how to make straw hearts♥ (:
I said " You go give XX la " and GUESS what?
She replied " 去死啦 " -.-
P.S : Don't tell Weiling that im blogging bout her!
See ya there girls...Preparing!♥


A friend is like a flower,
a rose to be exact,
Or maybe like a brand new gate
that never comes unlatched.
A friend is like an owl,
both beautiful and wise.
Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost,
whose spirit never dies.
A friend is like a heart that goes
strong until the end.
Where would we be in this world
if we didn't have a friend ...

Make new friends
But keep the old
One is sliver and the other gold !

Hushh ... ,
Jasmine

Will you ever notice me...

Thursday, March 4, 2010
5:00 PM

Dear Diary,
I realised i was a little too much in my previous post, yesterday.
Person VV, told me to stop blaming Guy XX for all these ~Cause he actually emo-ed.
Well, the reason i was angry wasnt coz of those misunderstandings ...
A lot of things just happened. between me and my friend.
I bet you guys wont know what actually took place ..
Some hurtful moments ...
I just felt a sense of instability in a friendship which i do cherish (:.
Actually, i just want a sincere apology from someone ...
Which i hope that it would happen real soon ... xD
Here, I would like to apologise to Guy XX for my nonsense (:
How i wish i could return back in time ... ):
Sorry,
Jasmine

Will you ever notice me...

Wednesday, March 3, 2010
3:37 PM

Dear Diary,
Im so excited for next week's trip to Hwa Chong !!
I heard that this ASEAN submit, has debating session!!
Omg,! I just cant help but look forward to debate =D
Today, Im upset about an issue ...
A guy misunderstood that i liked him,
BUT thats NOT true!!
Worst of all, this stupid guy went telling my friend that im interested in him,
That is to make her jealous or whatever...(he had a crush on my friend)
He hinted her by asking her ALL sorts of weird questions,
He is obviously trying to spoil my reputation, and idk how to respond to this matter .. -.-
Should i tell him straight, Pour cold water on him or say:
BUGGG off man, Im're IRRITATED, Get out of my life AND Go to HELL!!!!!
PISSED,
Jasmine

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Tuesday, March 2, 2010
3:34 PM

Dear Diary,
Im going to hwa chong institution from next mon - fri.
Oh no ! Own transport~! ):
I kinda REGRET signing up for this activity ..
Coz im the only one in class going for this course!!
Actually, theres other student going for this course, including my friends.
We decided to sign up tgt for this course, but unfortunately, my friend kena the course for science!
And im in humanities, DUH~
Im going to be a loner for a week .. HaHaHa.
FTW,
Jasmine

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Monday, March 1, 2010
5:40 PM

Dear Diary,
It looks like im involved in a complicated relationship between a guy and my friend.
Theres this guy who like my friend, but dare not approach her.
He asked me for her contact no. but i refused to give it to him.
I added this girl to our conversation in msn, without telling him beforehand.
After a period of time when they finish chatting, the guy said this to me,
" See lah, you made her have a bad impression of me. "
I was like WHAT THE HELL?!zZz ASSHOLEE!
I won't help you in the first place if i know you'll blame me for this ...
My heat's SHATTERED
Good intention doesnt repays. ):
COLD WAR,
Jasmine

Will you ever notice me...